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Question 1: How often do you have nightmares?

Journal Entry: Wed Oct 22, 2014, 5:01 AM


I love learning more about people by asking questions, and BACK IN THE DAY I used to write deviantART journals a lot that asked them, which usually turned out quite interestingly. I'd like to get back into that!





So I will start with this lovely, cheery question:


How often do you have nightmares?





Here's my own answer:

I've not been a happy person recently, due to life circumstances; I feel depressed often, and I'm naturally anxious too. I've always been a scaredy cat, hiding away from anything frightening!

AND YET I basically never have nightmares! Which seems odd to me since it seems like I should...

I avoid everything horror-like, though, and I wonder how much that has to do with it. Since my waking mind isn't filled with visual fears like monsters and maniacs, my dream world isn't either.

My dreams are often vivid and positive, actually... but in a way that leaves me feeling somewhat empty when I return to the waking world. I dream about hugs and cuddling and more, about being loved and wanted, I suppose, but when I wake up and have none of that in my real world life, I often find myself just wanting to go back to sleep and retreat into my dreams. To live there, where it's nicer.

MAYBE THE WAKING WORLD IS THE NIGHTMARE FOR ME THEN!!!1!!1!one

So yes! I dream consistently and vividly, but thankfully they're usually quite nice experiences, despite the thoughts when I'm awake that seem like they should cause nastier dreams.

Oh! But! When I DO rarely have nightmares, they basically always seem to involve one really specific thing: brains.
I don't know why, but all my life I've had this intense phobia of that particular organ; it's largely why I avoid horror stuff, in case there's any gory stuff involving them. You can imagine how I feel about the recent zombie fad...
The brains don't usually do anything; they're just there, and that scares me enough.

Surely it must be because my brain is a prison that my soul has been condemned to for a few decades for some sin or transgression in the spiritual world, and the frustration of imprisonment manifests as a phobia!!! Surely!!!1

Anyway!

I'm really curious to hear about your experiences! How often do you have nightmares? How do you feel about that?

How do you feel about my personality?!?!
31%
23 deviants said I like you, and I wish we talked more and/or knew each other better!
23%
17 deviants said I like you, but I'm scared to talk to you!
21%
16 deviants said I'm fairly neutral about you, or I have conflicted feelings about you
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7 deviants said I don't know you well enough to feel anything much at all about you
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6 deviants said I dislike you, but I like your work
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3 deviants said I like you, but when I've tried talking to you I never get a reply!
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3 deviants said I like you, but I have no interest in talking with you
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No deviants said I find you off-putting or intimidating
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No deviants said This is my first time ever seeing you and my impression is negative
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No deviants said This is my first time ever seeing you and my impression is not negative
If something you made got nine positive, supportive comments and one harsh, scathingly critical comment, how would you feel afterwards?
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25 deviants said The satisfaction from the praise would outweigh the criticism, so I'd feel positive
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17 deviants said The criticism would cancel out the good feelings from the praise, so I'd feel mostly neutral or conflicted
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9 deviants said I'd dwell on the criticism too much even if I know I shouldn't, leaving me feeling negative
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6 deviants said I'd shrug off the criticism because I don't care what people think; it wouldn't bother me one bit

What I'm up to

Journal Entry: Sat Oct 18, 2014, 5:03 AM


I don't know if anyone even cares about me here anymore since it's been so long since I've been active... but I feel so bad about falling behind with everything that I feel the need to apologise about it again!

I've not checked any artwork here in a while, and I've been falling very much behind with messages too. The artwork is largely because I have 5000+ deviations in my inbox - largely due to groups - so I keep putting off looking at any at all... I think I should just unwatch those groups though; I can't keep up with them at all.

I'm also struggling with weird self-esteem, self-confidence and avoidance issues though... Stupid little things scare or bother me, and I feel like anything I'll say to other people will be 'wrong' or off-putting or even hurtful (due to social incompetence rather than intention!), so I tend to retreat into myself far too much. I also assume that everyone is happier, more skillful, and has a better life than me, so seeing evidence of that all the time sends me into a spiral of envy and despair... I need to change this, but to say it's 'not easy' would be an understatement!

Despite all that, I've been focusing a lot on a game that I'm making, in the desperate hope that I'll finally be able to make a decent living off what I love to do. I feel it's possible; the only barrier is actually pushing through the dark treacle of depression enough to finish the probably-too-large game projects I try to tackle all by myself. I've had some success with making games in the past, so I know I can probably achieve that again... It's just a matter of putting the effort in.

The game I'm making at the moment is a browser-based single-player story-driven RPG which will tell its story through hopefully weekly 'episodes'; sort of like an interactive webcomic in some ways. It's a reboot of my most popular game series (MARDEK), and I'm excited about it! I've been doing a lot of concept art for it, though it's all fairly crude so I post it mostly to my development blog instead of here.

I'm hoping to get funding for it from Patreon, which I think could work out quite well if I were producing content regularly. The challenge will actually be keeping my motivation up...

So yes. Sorry if you've been waiting on a reply from me or something, and I still haven't forgotten about the entries to that description drawing challenge I set up ages ago!!! I suppose I'm just too focused on trying to find some kind of stability, and it's taking time...

Do you watch any groups?
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21 deviants said Yes, though I have trouble keeping up with the deviations from them.
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16 deviants said No, I don't watch any groups.
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13 deviants said Yes, and I keep up with most of the deviations from them that appear in my inbox.
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10 deviants said Yes, though I don't pay attention to the deviations from them most of the time.
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4 deviants said Yes, and I keep up with all the deviations from them that appear in my inbox!

How do you feel about my personality?!?! 

31%
23 deviants said I like you, and I wish we talked more and/or knew each other better!
23%
17 deviants said I like you, but I'm scared to talk to you!
21%
16 deviants said I'm fairly neutral about you, or I have conflicted feelings about you
9%
7 deviants said I don't know you well enough to feel anything much at all about you
8%
6 deviants said I dislike you, but I like your work
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3 deviants said I like you, but when I've tried talking to you I never get a reply!
4%
3 deviants said I like you, but I have no interest in talking with you
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No deviants said I find you off-putting or intimidating
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No deviants said This is my first time ever seeing you and my impression is negative
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No deviants said This is my first time ever seeing you and my impression is not negative

Question 1: How often do you have nightmares?

Journal Entry: Wed Oct 22, 2014, 5:01 AM


I love learning more about people by asking questions, and BACK IN THE DAY I used to write deviantART journals a lot that asked them, which usually turned out quite interestingly. I'd like to get back into that!





So I will start with this lovely, cheery question:


How often do you have nightmares?





Here's my own answer:

I've not been a happy person recently, due to life circumstances; I feel depressed often, and I'm naturally anxious too. I've always been a scaredy cat, hiding away from anything frightening!

AND YET I basically never have nightmares! Which seems odd to me since it seems like I should...

I avoid everything horror-like, though, and I wonder how much that has to do with it. Since my waking mind isn't filled with visual fears like monsters and maniacs, my dream world isn't either.

My dreams are often vivid and positive, actually... but in a way that leaves me feeling somewhat empty when I return to the waking world. I dream about hugs and cuddling and more, about being loved and wanted, I suppose, but when I wake up and have none of that in my real world life, I often find myself just wanting to go back to sleep and retreat into my dreams. To live there, where it's nicer.

MAYBE THE WAKING WORLD IS THE NIGHTMARE FOR ME THEN!!!1!!1!one

So yes! I dream consistently and vividly, but thankfully they're usually quite nice experiences, despite the thoughts when I'm awake that seem like they should cause nastier dreams.

Oh! But! When I DO rarely have nightmares, they basically always seem to involve one really specific thing: brains.
I don't know why, but all my life I've had this intense phobia of that particular organ; it's largely why I avoid horror stuff, in case there's any gory stuff involving them. You can imagine how I feel about the recent zombie fad...
The brains don't usually do anything; they're just there, and that scares me enough.

Surely it must be because my brain is a prison that my soul has been condemned to for a few decades for some sin or transgression in the spiritual world, and the frustration of imprisonment manifests as a phobia!!! Surely!!!1

Anyway!

I'm really curious to hear about your experiences! How often do you have nightmares? How do you feel about that?

What I'm up to

Journal Entry: Sat Oct 18, 2014, 5:03 AM


I don't know if anyone even cares about me here anymore since it's been so long since I've been active... but I feel so bad about falling behind with everything that I feel the need to apologise about it again!

I've not checked any artwork here in a while, and I've been falling very much behind with messages too. The artwork is largely because I have 5000+ deviations in my inbox - largely due to groups - so I keep putting off looking at any at all... I think I should just unwatch those groups though; I can't keep up with them at all.

I'm also struggling with weird self-esteem, self-confidence and avoidance issues though... Stupid little things scare or bother me, and I feel like anything I'll say to other people will be 'wrong' or off-putting or even hurtful (due to social incompetence rather than intention!), so I tend to retreat into myself far too much. I also assume that everyone is happier, more skillful, and has a better life than me, so seeing evidence of that all the time sends me into a spiral of envy and despair... I need to change this, but to say it's 'not easy' would be an understatement!

Despite all that, I've been focusing a lot on a game that I'm making, in the desperate hope that I'll finally be able to make a decent living off what I love to do. I feel it's possible; the only barrier is actually pushing through the dark treacle of depression enough to finish the probably-too-large game projects I try to tackle all by myself. I've had some success with making games in the past, so I know I can probably achieve that again... It's just a matter of putting the effort in.

The game I'm making at the moment is a browser-based single-player story-driven RPG which will tell its story through hopefully weekly 'episodes'; sort of like an interactive webcomic in some ways. It's a reboot of my most popular game series (MARDEK), and I'm excited about it! I've been doing a lot of concept art for it, though it's all fairly crude so I post it mostly to my development blog instead of here.

I'm hoping to get funding for it from Patreon, which I think could work out quite well if I were producing content regularly. The challenge will actually be keeping my motivation up...

So yes. Sorry if you've been waiting on a reply from me or something, and I still haven't forgotten about the entries to that description drawing challenge I set up ages ago!!! I suppose I'm just too focused on trying to find some kind of stability, and it's taking time...

Journal History

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Pseudolonewolf
Tobias Cornwall
Artist | Hobbyist | Digital Art
United Kingdom
I love reading long bios on people's profiles, so this may be quite long!

My Work


I've been working as an independent games developer for a few years, specialising in RPGs made in Flash. I do all the work on them myself: the art, code, writing, and music, and I probably go overboard with all of those things! Some of my games were moderately successful a few years ago; two of them got daily deviations and everything! Wow, gasp! I just know you'll be impressed by my pair of DDs. I don't mind if you stare.

It's a very isolating path to follow, though, working on games alone from home, and I haven't finished a game in a while because of this loneliness... I'm hoping to change that soon, though!!

I've always been into fantasy art, particularly dragons, though I've been getting into drawing humans recently. I really like expressive, emotional pieces and strongly stylised styles! Art is likely to remain a hobby for me, though I do use my art skills - such as they are - to make the graphics for my games.


My Personality


I'd describe myself as introverted, sensitive, and empathetic; I feel what you feel, and I hate to hurt. I've gone through life feeling 'different' from others when it comes to core values... but I love finding those rare people I can relate to on a deep and meaningful level!

I currently have only online acquaintances and no close friends, and I lost all my in-person friends when moving country a few years ago (and met none while making games from home, because how would I?), so I'm sort of on the lookout for people I can form meaningful and entertaining bonds with! I've met some wonderful people on this site in the past, so I really hope that I can do so again! I feel rather rusty when it comes to talking to others, though, so sorry if I'm awkward at first!

I particularly like lending an empathetic ear to people who want someone to talk about their worries with, as I know how it is to want someone to talk to in a deeper way like that and get understanding and support in return. I've had difficulties with anxiety, depression and loneliness in the past - indeed, they still plague me at least somewhat - so I'd be particularly able to relate to concerns like that.

I'm single, and really wish this wasn't so but have no idea how I'd ever possibly meet anyone! It's terrifying, quite frankly!


The silly INFJ ~ EII ~ 4w5-5w4-9w1 Sx/So thing I have below my name up there is my PERSONALITY TYPES. I'm somewhat obsessed with those personality type system things, because I love learning more about why people do the things they do, and why people don't act the same way as myself. Discovering them was really enlightening!

I'm actually working on a website about personality types, which you can see here if you're curious: personality.alorafane.com

A brief summary:

:bulletblue: INFJ - Introverted Intuitive Feeling Judging: I am introverted, and am drained by interactions but really seek deep bonds. I'm intuitive, which means I focus more on abstract concepts and fantasies over real-life practical things. I'm 'feeling', which means that I value emotions, understanding and support over cold logic, facts, or blunt problem-solving. The 'judging' bit is harder to explain, but it basically means I tend to prefer planning rather than spontaneity.

:bulletblue: EII - Ethical Intuitive Introvert: This is similar to INFJ, but it means that I specifically love to talk about personal things on a deeper level, and I'm always seeking them out. I share my own thoughts and feelings and love doing the same with others, getting to know them at their core. However, I tend to assess whether or not I may be 'compatible' with someone when I talk to them, and the idea of talking at length with someone very unlike me worries me due to a fear of conflict.

:bulletblue: 4w5 - Enneatype 4 is all about feeling different from others. They are emotionally sensitive, they see beauty in melancholy, and they worry a lot about the things that set them apart from others. It isn't a case of being a 'special snowflake'; rather, it's a worry about being unable to genuinely connect on a deep and meaningful level. They are also very open and honest about their feelings and weaknesses rather than trying to seem better or more enigmatic than they are. 4w5 means a type 4 with traits of type 5, described below.

:bulletblue: 5w4 - Enneatype 5 is all about concerns with competence. Type 5s retreat away from the world to work on their skills, feeling that they can only face the world when they master a specific ability. They tend to be introverted observers rather than active participants, and have an intellectual vibe about them.

:bulletblue: 9w1 - Enneatype 9 seeks peace and calmness, avoiding conflict; they hate to be a bother to others. Type 1 is very moral and responsible; perfectionistic, even. 9w1 combines traits of the two.

:bulletblue: Sx/So - This basically means that I value, look for, think about and worry about intense intimacy, and how other people feel about me, rather than about being safe or comfortable. As such, I bare my heart freely in the hope that someone will think "I can relate to that!" and approach me, from which an intense relationship might blossom, rather than being guarded and secretive in order to avoid harm.

Hopefully that's not all just confusing and annoying!


Things I like or don't!


I make and like games, mostly RPGs! Here is a list of some of my favourites:

• Final Fantasy
• Pokemon
• The Legend of Zelda
• Ni No Kuni
• Journey
• Chrono Trigger
• Neverwinter Nights
• Earthbound and MOTHER 3
• Xenoblade Chronicles
• The Last Story
• Tales of the Abyss
• Eternal Sonata
• Mario & Luigi series
• Jade Cocoon
• Okami
• Spyro (original trilogy)
• Ristar
• Super Mario World
• Abe's Oddysee and Exoddus
• Vagrant Story
• Monster Rancher 2
• Shadow of the Colossus
• Knytt

I don't like shooters and other dark and gritty violent things, however!

In general, I really like 'soft' and sensitive people; kindness, empathy, things like that. I like people who care!

I don't like aggression and apathy, however; people who don't care, or who hurt others for fun. Many things stem from this; I don't like guns, violence, or horror, for example. I also don't drink, smoke or do drugs... though I wish it were easier to find others who don't either! We seem to be so rare!
Interests

Mr Custom

Greetings. I'm a box! Enjoy your stay. I know I will, if you know what I mean! Ha ha ha! Oh, I'm such a jester. I should become an official jester, you know... my mother always tried to discourage me, saying "Mr Custom, you won't be a good jester, because you don't have the face for it! They'll throw roasted rotten eggs at you at speeds like those of bullets from a gun!" Silly woman. She's dead now, though. Or was she never alive? Oh, I'm probably just lying to myself to make it seem as if I'm more important than I really am. I know you're ignoring me though. You're not here to look at some insignificant BOX, surely! Bah! Fine! Go on then, leave me here, to simmer in my loneliness! I doubt you'd ask ME out on a DATE. My muscles aren't nearly large enough, since I'm a box! We're not well-known in most parts of the world for our ability to do heavy lifting and other athletic things! Gods, I'm so depressed.

Anyway, enjoy your stay, visitor. It's my pleasure to greet you. ^_^

A tome of souls!!

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IzaPug Featured By Owner 3 days ago  Professional General Artist
ahw mah glob :)
your artwork is awesomeee
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Pseudolonewolf Featured By Owner 3 days ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you! Your art is WAY better though, wow; I'd love to be able to draw as well as you someday!
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IzaPug Featured By Owner 3 days ago  Professional General Artist
no no
its much are better !
was watching your gallery, you can do so many
different desings, clothes in yours characters (my god, I'm horrible at drawing clothes!) seriously,
your art is totally amazing!
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Pseudolonewolf Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I worry that I'm no good at drawing interesting or nice clothes, so thank you for commenting on that!
I wish I could colour or draw cute things like you, though! Your drawings have so much life and energy to them while I feel like mine are still too stiff!
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Diretooth Featured By Owner Oct 8, 2014
Hey, just wanted to say you're one of my favorite game designers, and that your games are inspiring.
I'm currently working on a few games myself, though with RPG Maker to start with. Thanks for being an inspiration.
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SpikelyWhiplash Featured By Owner Sep 23, 2014
Hey, Pseudo. I made you a little something on Soundcloud. Check it out.

Mardek Theme on Piano
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Moonshard123 Featured By Owner Sep 16, 2014
Hello! I don't commonly comment, but I stumbled upon a page that gives examples of characters in movies and shows that have different Myers Briggs personalities-  I thought it would be something you'd enjoy looking at. I didn't know all of the names on the list in my category (ENFJ), but the ones I recognized seemed to fit pretty well.!

tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php…

Anyway, have a great week- don't forget that you're loved!
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Pseudolonewolf Featured By Owner Sep 23, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Interesting! Thanks for sharing that! I visit TVTropes a lot, but I've never come across that page before!
Looking at examples of my own type, INFJ, I see some that I strongly doubt (Karkat from Homestuck, for example, and Crabbe from Harry Potter; it also mentions Marge Simpson, who I think is a good example of an ISFJ, but doesn't mention Lisa who I'm convinced is an INFJ... and so on!), but others that I'm happy to see on there because I'd always got that feeling from them (my favourite character from Final Fantasy VII (Red XIII) for example).

So yes! Very interesting! Thank you! I think I might also reference that page while creating characters of my own, as I tend to give them Myers-Briggs types and it'll be useful to have characters of the same type to directly reference!
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maldecidor Featured By Owner Sep 10, 2014
Your species of humans and creatures are, simplely fantastic and awesome, sooooo...bah, not complicated me ¡WATCHED¡
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LleNelleBelle Featured By Owner Aug 20, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Hi Pseudo, I find psychology to be interesting. I took the personality test at school and came out INFP 5w4, 9w1, 4w5. I find it interesting that ours are quite similar. Yet, I realize there are big differences. (Sorry, tried making this brief and to the point. I tend to make things long.)
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Pseudolonewolf Featured By Owner Sep 10, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hello! Sorry for taking, uh... almost three weeks to reply!
I'm always happy to meet people interested in these personality type things! Especially those who have types similar to my own. I'd love to hear your thoughts on your own types, and whether learning them has affected the way you see yourself and others in any way, things like that!
Also, I personally really like long messages, since I tend to ramble myself!
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Superlion123 Featured By Owner Jun 27, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
thank you very much for the llama!

hope you have an awesome day!
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Icarus-Skollsun Featured By Owner Jun 26, 2014  Student Digital Artist
Thanks a lot for the fav' ! Kano Shuuya (Happy) [V7]
Your gallery is awesome by the way !!! *v*
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Pseudolonewolf Featured By Owner Jun 26, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you! I've seen a few of your pieces in various OC groups, and I'm always impressed by the super-clean lineart, flowing lines, expertly-chosen colours and expressive faces!
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Icarus-Skollsun Featured By Owner Jun 26, 2014  Student Digital Artist
Awww, thank you ! I'm so happy to hear that ! Thank you very much ! Junko Enoshima (Kawaii Blush) [V5]
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Shy-Waifu Featured By Owner Jun 24, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the :+fav:! <:
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MorningAfterWolf Featured By Owner Jun 23, 2014  Professional Writer
Thank you for visiting my page! :)
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TurrKoise Featured By Owner Jun 17, 2014  Student Digital Artist
I really enjoy your work ^^
Can't wait to see future work from you!
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NinShroom Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Do you ever participate in any art contests of any sort? 
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VoxDimange Featured By Owner Jun 2, 2014
Good Day (or night, whichever).
A while back you said you were looking for an internet community. I recently joined the Giant in the Playground forums (affectionately known as The Playground). Although it is nominally a D'n'D based forums, many members (including myself) are not roleplayers, so don't be worried about that.

It may or may not be a place for you: on one hand, the Playgrounders are very supportive -- there's even a long-running thread devoted to people's personal issues, the boards are very strict on abuse and bad language, and although not a majority there's a sizable female presence; on the other (usually good-natured) arguments are frequent, and there's also occasionally a surfacing of shocking elitism (steer clear of any "could X beat Y?" threads).
With that ominous warning out of the way, I think you should at least take a look at it as it is a very nice place; probably the best example is this wonderful thread: http://www.giantitp.com/forums…

Something to try to do outside is Equine Assisted Therapy. In essence, it is looking after horses to help deal with shyness, anger issues and other antisocial behaviour and I have seen some very good effects. It's a lot easier to deal with a horse than a person as they don't speak, are trained to work with humans (effectiveness varies depending on the horse, but all riding schools will have some docile horses) and are sensitive animals. It's also a mostly female industry.

It will involve physical labour, having to deal with large animals as well as members of the public (or worse, dedicated horse people 0_0).
If you are seeing a therapist (something you mentioned a while ago) you could ask them what they think or to arrange it for you. Many yards offer work experience or accept volunteers, but unless you live in South London, I can't recommend any for you.

I hope that these are of help to you, and if there's something you want to know about anything here, I am willing to listen.
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Dianamisu Featured By Owner May 29, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
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longdefender Featured By Owner May 27, 2014
Hey, Pseudo. I saw this thread on 4chan talking about your webcomic, Catharsis. I looked at it and they said you only made a few, and people on the thread were criticising Catharsis because of that. Maybe you could go to the thread and tell them why you stopped or what plans you have for it?
boards.4chan.org/co/thread/62195758
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FeyDrake Featured By Owner May 21, 2014  Student General Artist
Just letting you know, I haven't ignored your comment or our conversation, I've been going through some stress lately and haven't really done much of ANYTHING. x.x So please don't think I forgot about you or that I don't want to talk. D: *hugs* I've just needed some personal time for myself. 

Hope you're alright!
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Pseudolonewolf Featured By Owner May 21, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
That's understandable, and thanks for telling me! I'd assumed that I might have just scared you off, which has happened when I've approached socially anxious people in the past, or when people have approached me; I'd often just run away completely or take weeks to reply to things! I do appreciate you telling me this though!

It's upsetting to hear that you've been going through hard times! D:
I have been myself, actually, and I've been lagging behind with doing anything because of it also!
If you need someone to talk to, I'd be willing to listen and lend my support, but maybe you already have people for that! Whatever the case may be, I suppose we can talk more when we're both in a better state to be doing that!

I hope that you can get to a place where you feel better...!
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snowywolf7 Featured By Owner May 10, 2014  Student Writer
I would like to be friends with you but is it okay that I'm a Christian? :)
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