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Enneatype 4w5 Stamp by Pseudolonewolf Enneatype 5w4 Stamp by Pseudolonewolf Enneatype 9w1 Stamp by Pseudolonewolf
Introvert Stamp by popstck Stamp: Myers-Briggs INFJ by Meriko-chan Disconnected Stamp by SparklyDest
DA Stamp - Care About Both 01 by tppgraphics I never curse. :D - STAMP by Natsu714 Computer Stamp by ShadowDragon22
Lonely-Stamp by Dinoclaws Shy Stamp by Neko-Musume Social Anxiety Disorder by KaleidoKittles
Fantasy is my Reality stamp by purgatori Feels alot younger: Stamp by JazzaX UK Flag by mysage
Perfectionist Stamp by ERHBuggy Fantasy World Stamp by Pockaru DA Stamp - So Many Ideas... by phantompanther
Stamp: Listener by delusional-dreams Stamp: Kindness by delusional-dreams Stamp: Gentleness by delusional-dreams


MY PRECIOUS BELIEVINGS
Stamp: MBTI supporter by Jammerlee Correct Grammar by Red-Bananas by GrammarNazisUnited DA Stamp - Think 03 by tppgraphics
NO SMOKE STAMP by schtolz Don't Drink stamp by RichiHart
War stamp by Amersill Anti-Gun Stamp by RJDaae Pacifist Stamp by Krooked-Glasses
STAMP: Nice Artists ROCK by Mottenfest Anti Trolls Stamp by sonic2344 Anti Bullying Stamp by Morgan-the-Rabbit
Atheist Fish by Aneyolf I Want to Believe by manticor I Heart Paranormal Stamp by ladykatrianna
Not a sports fan stamp by FurryLucarioReturns Nice People by Naomi-Shikaru Stamp: Peace by delusional-dreams
One or Two Friends is Enough by mylastel Not the Only One by fear-the-brilliance I Hate Gore Stamp by Gokulover4ever


THINGS I DON'T HATE
I Eat Chocolate Stamp by TheChocolateClub DA Stamp - Nature 01 by tppgraphics Kindness Stamp by genkistamps
Stamp - I Heart Dragons by ValkAngie wolf stamp by war-armor I love Stoats by WishmasterAlchemist
Classical music stamp by Tollerka Video Game Music Stamp by GamzGuy Composer STAMP by grace-note
DA Stamp - Video Games 01 by tppgraphics I love RPGs - RPG Kiste Style by VonHohenburg Retro Video Game stamp by Clockwerk-chan
Pokemon Stamp by MarkiSan Final Fantasy Stamp by ReverieSummoner Zelda Royal Crest Stamp PLZ by Master-Ziggy
EarthBound Stamp by Teeter-Echidna Chrono Trigger Stamp by Lightning5trike
Doctor Who Stamp by Kezzi-Rose QI stamp by 5-3-10-4 Star Trek fan by Sedma
Piano Stamp by raimundo-fangirl ::Sci-Fi Stamp:: by BlackCapuchin


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Is your favourite Pokemon a starter, legendary or pseudo-legendary? 

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22 deviants said I have several favourites, and only a few are starters, legendaries or pseudo-legendaries.
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19 deviants said No
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15 deviants said Yes
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10 deviants said I have several favourites, and they are mostly starters, legendaries or pseudo-legendaries.
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9 deviants said I have several favourites, but none of them are starters, legendaries, or pseudo-legendaries.
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3 deviants said I have several favourites, and they are all starters, legendaries or pseudo-legendaries.

Still alive!

Journal Entry: Tue Feb 3, 2015, 3:50 AM


I feel the need to write something here because I've been sort of completely absent for a month or so, neglecting comments and other peoples' art and such!

It's because since the ~spiritual awakening~ that I wrote about in my previous post (and it really does feel like that rather than just a thought-based alteration to beliefs, or a set of hopes I want to live up to; I feel like a completely different person), my life has been changing, in a good way!

I spent the last few years hiding away from the world in my room, living online and rarely venturing out of my house... Certainly never talking to anyone in the flesh, because I didn't know anyone. I didn't talk in real-time to people on Skype or anything either. Weeks would fly by, and before I knew it a whole month or even a year would be over.

January felt like it was extremely long, though, simply because I was actually getting out into the world and doing things I would have resisted strongly before. I've actually been talking to people in person, and finding various ways to meet others who I can talk with. I don't have friends just yet, but I'm building up to that. I've had things to do, people to see, places to go... and throughout it all, I've retained a sense of inner peace that I never knew before. I'm not exactly enlightened completely just yet - I've basically just begun my 'spiritual journey' - but I see the world in a whole new light, and it's tremendously liberating.

Anyway, because of all this sudden burst of activity in the real world (which still is barely anything compared to the average person, I'm sure, but which is big and novel for me), I've been struggling to find a balance between that and online life, hence my neglect of things here! I hope to get better at finding that balance soon, though! I feel like this site offers a wonderful way to meet others with similar interests, after all, especially now that I'm not plagued by the sort of negativity that made me repellent or reclusive in the past.

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Still alive!

Journal Entry: Tue Feb 3, 2015, 3:50 AM


I feel the need to write something here because I've been sort of completely absent for a month or so, neglecting comments and other peoples' art and such!

It's because since the ~spiritual awakening~ that I wrote about in my previous post (and it really does feel like that rather than just a thought-based alteration to beliefs, or a set of hopes I want to live up to; I feel like a completely different person), my life has been changing, in a good way!

I spent the last few years hiding away from the world in my room, living online and rarely venturing out of my house... Certainly never talking to anyone in the flesh, because I didn't know anyone. I didn't talk in real-time to people on Skype or anything either. Weeks would fly by, and before I knew it a whole month or even a year would be over.

January felt like it was extremely long, though, simply because I was actually getting out into the world and doing things I would have resisted strongly before. I've actually been talking to people in person, and finding various ways to meet others who I can talk with. I don't have friends just yet, but I'm building up to that. I've had things to do, people to see, places to go... and throughout it all, I've retained a sense of inner peace that I never knew before. I'm not exactly enlightened completely just yet - I've basically just begun my 'spiritual journey' - but I see the world in a whole new light, and it's tremendously liberating.

Anyway, because of all this sudden burst of activity in the real world (which still is barely anything compared to the average person, I'm sure, but which is big and novel for me), I've been struggling to find a balance between that and online life, hence my neglect of things here! I hope to get better at finding that balance soon, though! I feel like this site offers a wonderful way to meet others with similar interests, after all, especially now that I'm not plagued by the sort of negativity that made me repellent or reclusive in the past.

Is your favourite Pokemon a starter, legendary or pseudo-legendary?
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22 deviants said I have several favourites, and only a few are starters, legendaries or pseudo-legendaries.
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19 deviants said No
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15 deviants said Yes
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10 deviants said I have several favourites, and they are mostly starters, legendaries or pseudo-legendaries.
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9 deviants said I have several favourites, but none of them are starters, legendaries, or pseudo-legendaries.
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9 deviants said I'm not interested in Pokemon
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3 deviants said I have several favourites, and they are all starters, legendaries or pseudo-legendaries.
Enki's Theme by Pseudolonewolf
Enki's Theme
I still compose music! Sometimes! Not as often as I'd like though! I should do it more!!

Anyway, this is a piece of music that was supposed to describe this character (Enki) for my game, MARDEK (the rebooted version, that is):

Enki by Pseudolonewolf

I don't know whether I'll actually keep it for the game, but I like how it sounds anyway.

Unlike much of my other music, this one doesn't loop!
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Enlightenment

Journal Entry: Thu Jan 8, 2015, 12:29 PM


For many years now, I've been consumed by my fears, my hang-ups, my doubts and dread and uncertainty... I hid from the world and was completely alone. I wouldn't let anyone else in. I tried desperately to find others, but I was using sorrow as a lure; I reached out a dark hand and only became more upset when people (understandably!) didn't want to take it. Who would want to be dragged into the abyss? And yet it was all I knew. It was who I was. I was my problems, I thought, so unless somebody understands them, we have no hope of connecting. This, of course, made me feel even more hopeless, and kept me alone.

A few days ago, however, I had what I feel was a tremendous spiritual awakening. I see the world - and myself - like I never have done before. I feel like a whole different person to who I was just a week ago; the 'me' that I was for years seems like a distant alien.

So many doors feel like they're opening. I feel like I've been curled in a ball with my eyes shut, and now that I've stood up and looked at the world around me, I see beauty that I never saw before. Paths when I thought there were none. Wonder, where before there was only fear.

I wish it were possible to transfer this feeling to others... To explain clearly what I even mean. Sadly, though, I think it only worked because I was truly ready for it. All the seeds had been in my mind for years, and it was only through the downpour of a storm of despair that they suddenly started to sprout. Those who aren't ready, mentally, would probably just raise a perhaps-cynical eyebrow at the wisdom that's changed me, dismiss it, and move on... But we all have to travel a certain amount into our journeys before we can reach certain milestones. No toddler can ever understand quantum physics. These milestones happen at different times for us all, however, depending on our needs and the effort we put into seeking real truth; I feel that the fact I've been lagging behind all other milestones that matter to others (education, employment, accommodation, relationships) is partly what led to me reaching spiritual milestones instead.

The 'secret to happiness' I've discovered is simple yet profound, and it seems to be the one biggest thing that all manner of robed spiritual teachers, suited self-help gurus, and helpful therapists all point to...

I'll try to summarise it, fully aware that these will just be a series of hollow inspirational fluff unless the spark is already there inside you.

- You are not your mind. Your mind is a parasite; a collection of all the psychological dust and dirt that's accumulated during your time on this Earth. Its constant mental chatter - much of which is negative - is a disease, a contamination, insanity... and yet it's so widespread that we all assume it's natural and right.

- The mind takes the reins in your head and declares itself 'you', but it is not. It defines itself by labels; race, nationality, gender, past experiences, future hopes, occupation, hobbies, beliefs. When these things are challenged in any way, these are attacks against the mind - the ego - and bring about a response such as anger, or fear.

- Ultimately these reactions are attempts by the the mind/ego to survive. To be wrong is to die; to have what it believes is its identity threatened is to risk annihilation. A religious person being told that there is no god. An atheist being told that there is a god. Hearing that your favourite anime is not all that great after all. The mind ties its existence - its identity - to these external labels, and goes into firm, stressful self-preservation mode when they are questioned or attacked.

- But you are not your mind. Your mind is a tool, to be used for analysis, but it does not define you. It is a beast, ravenous for constant feeding. Just as a pet owner with a rambunctious dog, you make it your master, and are reduced to nothing but its slave. But this needn't be so. It's possible to control it, rather than letting it control you.

- Time is poison. We spend so much time dwelling in the past or the future, fretting over what might be or what has already passed. These problems - all of which are mere fictions; they are not physically happening now at all - come to define us, and rob us of so much peace and happiness unnecessarily.

- Focusing on the present moment is key. Forget who you were in the past, or who you might be in the future. Those people are fabrications, and it is literally impossible for you to ever be them. If you tie your identity to such phantoms, you can never stop to smell the flowers, to really enjoy what you have in the present moment, however much or how little that might be.

- The external world can never bring you happiness. If you tie your happiness to conditions - such as wealth, comfort, relationships, employment, status - then no matter what you achieve, you'll always be wanting more. Reaching your external goals might bring relief from anxieties for a time, but before long the yearning will return, with pain as its constant companion. A gregarious billionaire can live in constant despair, while a homeless, solitary vagrant can live every moment in intense bliss.

- You can be happy right now. Right now is all we have. There will never be a point where you are not existing right now. If you pin your happiness to the past, or the future, it will be forever out of reach.

- What I describe as 'happiness' here is a sort of peaceful bliss... An acceptance of all that IS, as opposed to preoccupation with what was or what might be. It emerges from mental quietude; from turning off thoughts completely.

- You might think that turning off thoughts is a bad idea... which itself serves a very potent example of the destructive power of the mind. It criticises, it doubts; it feeds on fear and pain and despair and ties its identity to external factors. It fears its own death, it fears subservience, and so it does all it can to convince its host that it is necessary. Like a snake-tongued vizier corrupting a once-pure monarch. "You need me. You ARE me."

- Ignorance is bliss... as they say, and it's true. True, deep, soul-shivering bliss can only emerge in the absence of all thought. Once the beast has been put to bed, your true self can shine through, and the true nature of your consciousness becomes apparent. Like storm clouds clearing away to reveal the pure blue sky and bright sun they'd been obscuring for far too long.

- Becoming the master of your mind doesn't mean losing it. It means reducing it to an object, a tool, apart from yourself, rather than defining yourself in conjunction with it. When you distance your identity from the mind's collection of labels, hopes, and fears, nothing can hurt you, because 'you' are not that mind. Almost like stripping yourself of your clothes, and seeing them stabbed with a sword, knowing that such a thing cannot make you bleed, though it would have done if you were wearing them.

- Living in the moment is the heart of all of this... Really looking intently at everything around you, right now, without generating any thoughts or judgements about it. Just look, listen, smell, touch, taste, and accept without trying to tie it into your mental framework. Throwing all of your meals to your beast will make it entitled and greedy, while starving you and running you ragged. Let the mind sleep, while you feast on the now. Only wake it when you need it to solve a problem in the immediate present, or to calmly make plans for the future; never to fret over what might happen or what once happened.

- The mind may object to all of this. "If I did this, I'd never achieve my goals! I'd live a bleak and empty life!"
That - as well as being an example of the mind's constant need to seize control - isn't true. If you make every moment blissful, then there is nothing more than life can possibly provide that will bring you more pleasure, or fill any holes in your soul. You have already won, no matter what you do, no matter where you go, no matter who you're with. You will no longer generate or dwell on problems, vastly improving your own experience and those of anyone who you interact with. Life will become a game, a dream, something to enjoy rather than something that defines you. Just as you know that you are not your character in an MMO, and as such you can enjoy yourself and take in all the wonders that the world has to offer with little worry, once you distance yourself from your earthly identity - your mind - you will realise that everything is so much easier. Nothing matters anymore, and as such you are free to explore it all with childlike wonder and a burden-lifting sense of security and confidence.

At the heart of it, this is all more about a feeling, than a set of rules or guidelines... Once you know how it truly feels to have a clear mind, to disassociate yourself from the beast within, to experience raised consciousness, you will understand everything that I say here. Have you ever been in love, and noticed how love songs that meant little to you before suddenly take on new layers of profound meaning and feeling? Nobody can explain love to you unless you know how it feels... though perhaps they can guide you on the path to finding it. This is no different to that.

It's not about meditation - though that helps - or about mystic secrets and magical incantations. It's all about realising, deep down, at a profound level, that you are not your mind; it is a parasite, and you are its host. You can control it; it need not control you. Free yourself of time - preoccupation with the past or future - and you free yourself of problems. Live in the moment. Make your mind a tool. Take the time to smell the roses. Only then will the fog of mind clear away, revealing the true light of this life and the being you yourself are behind the mask and underneath the clothing.

My own anxieties and fears are still with me... but they feel like a residue, and they no longer consume me. As if I've stepped out of the water I've been submerged beneath forever, and now I simply need to take time to dry off. But I can see the light for the first time in my life. If my words here can help you see that it's there, even if they don't lead to your own enlightenment, then that would be a wonderful step in the right direction, I feel.

Do you meditate?
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Tobias Cornwall
Artist | Hobbyist | Digital Art
United Kingdom
I love reading long bios on people's profiles, so this may be quite long!

My Work


I've been working as an independent games developer for a few years, specialising in RPGs made in Flash. I do all the work on them myself: the art, code, writing, and music, and I probably go overboard with all of those things! Some of my games were moderately successful a few years ago; two of them got daily deviations and everything! Wow, gasp! I just know you'll be impressed by my pair of DDs. I don't mind if you stare.

It's a very isolating path to follow, though, working on games alone from home, and I haven't finished a game in a while because of this loneliness... I'm hoping to change that soon, though!!

I've always been into fantasy art, particularly dragons, though I've been getting into drawing humans recently. I really like expressive, emotional pieces and strongly stylised styles! Art is likely to remain a hobby for me, though I do use my art skills - such as they are - to make the graphics for my games.


My Personality


I'd describe myself as introverted, sensitive, and empathetic; I feel what you feel, and I hate to hurt. I've gone through life feeling 'different' from others when it comes to core values... but I love finding those rare people I can relate to on a deep and meaningful level!

I currently have only online acquaintances and no close friends, and I lost all my in-person friends when moving country a few years ago (and met none while making games from home, because how would I?), so I'm sort of on the lookout for people I can form meaningful and entertaining bonds with! I've met some wonderful people on this site in the past, so I really hope that I can do so again! I feel rather rusty when it comes to talking to others, though, so sorry if I'm awkward at first!

I particularly like lending an empathetic ear to people who want someone to talk about their worries with, as I know how it is to want someone to talk to in a deeper way like that and get understanding and support in return. I've had difficulties with anxiety, depression and loneliness in the past - indeed, they still plague me at least somewhat - so I'd be particularly able to relate to concerns like that.

I'm single, and really wish this wasn't so but have no idea how I'd ever possibly meet anyone! It's terrifying, quite frankly!


The silly INFJ ~ EII ~ 4w5-5w4-9w1 Sx/So thing I have below my name up there is my PERSONALITY TYPES. I'm somewhat obsessed with those personality type system things, because I love learning more about why people do the things they do, and why people don't act the same way as myself. Discovering them was really enlightening!

I'm actually working on a website about personality types, which you can see here if you're curious: personality.alorafane.com

A brief summary:

:bulletblue: INFJ - Introverted Intuitive Feeling Judging: I am introverted, and am drained by interactions but really seek deep bonds. I'm intuitive, which means I focus more on abstract concepts and fantasies over real-life practical things. I'm 'feeling', which means that I value emotions, understanding and support over cold logic, facts, or blunt problem-solving. The 'judging' bit is harder to explain, but it basically means I tend to prefer planning rather than spontaneity.

:bulletblue: EII - Ethical Intuitive Introvert: This is similar to INFJ, but it means that I specifically love to talk about personal things on a deeper level, and I'm always seeking them out. I share my own thoughts and feelings and love doing the same with others, getting to know them at their core. However, I tend to assess whether or not I may be 'compatible' with someone when I talk to them, and the idea of talking at length with someone very unlike me worries me due to a fear of conflict.

:bulletblue: 4w5 - Enneatype 4 is all about feeling different from others. They are emotionally sensitive, they see beauty in melancholy, and they worry a lot about the things that set them apart from others. It isn't a case of being a 'special snowflake'; rather, it's a worry about being unable to genuinely connect on a deep and meaningful level. They are also very open and honest about their feelings and weaknesses rather than trying to seem better or more enigmatic than they are. 4w5 means a type 4 with traits of type 5, described below.

:bulletblue: 5w4 - Enneatype 5 is all about concerns with competence. Type 5s retreat away from the world to work on their skills, feeling that they can only face the world when they master a specific ability. They tend to be introverted observers rather than active participants, and have an intellectual vibe about them.

:bulletblue: 9w1 - Enneatype 9 seeks peace and calmness, avoiding conflict; they hate to be a bother to others. Type 1 is very moral and responsible; perfectionistic, even. 9w1 combines traits of the two.

:bulletblue: Sx/So - This basically means that I value, look for, think about and worry about intense intimacy, and how other people feel about me, rather than about being safe or comfortable. As such, I bare my heart freely in the hope that someone will think "I can relate to that!" and approach me, from which an intense relationship might blossom, rather than being guarded and secretive in order to avoid harm.

Hopefully that's not all just confusing and annoying!


Things I like or don't!


I make and like games, mostly RPGs! Here is a list of some of my favourites:

• Final Fantasy
• Pokemon
• The Legend of Zelda
• Ni No Kuni
• Journey
• Chrono Trigger
• Neverwinter Nights
• Earthbound and MOTHER 3
• Xenoblade Chronicles
• The Last Story
• Tales of the Abyss
• Eternal Sonata
• Mario & Luigi series
• Jade Cocoon
• Okami
• Spyro (original trilogy)
• Ristar
• Super Mario World
• Abe's Oddysee and Exoddus
• Vagrant Story
• Monster Rancher 2
• Shadow of the Colossus
• Knytt

I don't like shooters and other dark and gritty violent things, however!

In general, I really like 'soft' and sensitive people; kindness, empathy, things like that. I like people who care!

I don't like aggression and apathy, however; people who don't care, or who hurt others for fun. Many things stem from this; I don't like guns, violence, or horror, for example. I also don't drink, smoke or do drugs... though I wish it were easier to find others who don't either! We seem to be so rare!
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Mr Custom

Greetings. I'm a box! Enjoy your stay. I know I will, if you know what I mean! Ha ha ha! Oh, I'm such a jester. I should become an official jester, you know... my mother always tried to discourage me, saying "Mr Custom, you won't be a good jester, because you don't have the face for it! They'll throw roasted rotten eggs at you at speeds like those of bullets from a gun!" Silly woman. She's dead now, though. Or was she never alive? Oh, I'm probably just lying to myself to make it seem as if I'm more important than I really am. I know you're ignoring me though. You're not here to look at some insignificant BOX, surely! Bah! Fine! Go on then, leave me here, to simmer in my loneliness! I doubt you'd ask ME out on a DATE. My muscles aren't nearly large enough, since I'm a box! We're not well-known in most parts of the world for our ability to do heavy lifting and other athletic things! Gods, I'm so depressed.

Anyway, enjoy your stay, visitor. It's my pleasure to greet you. ^_^

A tome of souls!!

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Aeriberri Featured By Owner 1 day ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
happy birthday i hope you're not doing shitty
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Draconet Featured By Owner 1 day ago  Student General Artist
Happy Birthday :)
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Laylakl Featured By Owner 1 day ago  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Happy Birthday! Have an amazing day! ^^ :huggle:
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Richforce Featured By Owner 1 day ago
Happy Birthday! I'm sure it will be the best one you've had in a long time.
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Bernuviel Featured By Owner 1 day ago  Student Digital Artist
I'm wishing you a very happy Birthday, dear Pseudo! Have a wonderful day! :D
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Anonymous-Koala Featured By Owner 1 day ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Happy birthday!
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demonid Featured By Owner Edited Jan 28, 2015  Hobbyist
-Hugs-
Why? How is that "why"? Cause I want to do so of course, you silly! =3=
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SimonsArtbookService Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2015  New member Hobbyist Writer
I'm sure Stephen Georg would get along so well with you. He has admitted that Earthbound and Shadow of the Colossus are two of his favourite games of all time.

Shadow of the Colossus brought me to StephenPlays, and I'm glad it did. Otherwise I would not have had a favourite youtuber.

I've got some crazy game ideas that I think you night like the idea of (Don't swamp yourself with these ideas. They might not suit your style. Plus It just might take up a huge amount of space in your time and games so don't exhaust yourself with them with the specific ideas I had in mind).
Unthought of mechanics such as a Dieting system that works the same as ours does in cooperation with an exercise system. Certain food and certain exercise will promote healing speed, running speed, overall health bar, stamina, strength, and other stats.
And dialogue Possibility where the character has more than one possible thing to say. Making people want to play the game over again so they can hear the other possibilities (Again try not to exhaust yourself with this one too much. Especially on long cutscenes).

If you have the time. Will you read my book? (It's the one I had the gaming ideas in mind for in case someone wants to make a game version of it, But I'll be directing it) I know you have a lot of work to on your own time so I don't mind if you decide not to read it.

By the way. I have played the Mardek Series. I am very proud of the story, the friendship between Mardek and Deugan, the emotion, and most of all, the effort.
You have put so much time and creativity into the Mardek Series.
Me and my brother enjoyed it so much when we first saw chapters one and two in our childhood because Mardek and Deugan looked so much like us. He's got the blond hair and I've got the brown hair.

My book The Legend of Lammatto Grey: The Lost Lands also has undying friendship. But unlike Mardek and Deugan, they are through their bond inseparable. They would do anything to stay together. If they got separated and one was presumed dead, that one would just want to see the other one and hug him on sight without covering his face. If you really feel like you should not spend your time reading it then I understand that you don't have to. I don't want to read it, then don't read it. But if you really want to and you have the spare time, then here it is. And I apologize for talking so long. I just have this huge tendency to express my feelings.
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:iconosaedai:
osaedai Featured By Owner Nov 12, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
:D :wave:
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zeroxlim Featured By Owner Nov 7, 2014
Im re-playing Mardek series, and it is awesome. Thank you for the game and hope I could play the next chapter in no time!!!
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IzaPug Featured By Owner Oct 20, 2014  Professional General Artist
ahw mah glob :)
your artwork is awesomeee
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:iconpseudolonewolf:
Pseudolonewolf Featured By Owner Oct 20, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you! Your art is WAY better though, wow; I'd love to be able to draw as well as you someday!
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IzaPug Featured By Owner Oct 20, 2014  Professional General Artist
no no
its much are better !
was watching your gallery, you can do so many
different desings, clothes in yours characters (my god, I'm horrible at drawing clothes!) seriously,
your art is totally amazing!
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Pseudolonewolf Featured By Owner Oct 21, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I worry that I'm no good at drawing interesting or nice clothes, so thank you for commenting on that!
I wish I could colour or draw cute things like you, though! Your drawings have so much life and energy to them while I feel like mine are still too stiff!
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Diretooth Featured By Owner Oct 8, 2014
Hey, just wanted to say you're one of my favorite game designers, and that your games are inspiring.
I'm currently working on a few games myself, though with RPG Maker to start with. Thanks for being an inspiration.
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SpikelyWhiplash Featured By Owner Sep 23, 2014
Hey, Pseudo. I made you a little something on Soundcloud. Check it out.

Mardek Theme on Piano
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Moonshard123 Featured By Owner Sep 16, 2014
Hello! I don't commonly comment, but I stumbled upon a page that gives examples of characters in movies and shows that have different Myers Briggs personalities-  I thought it would be something you'd enjoy looking at. I didn't know all of the names on the list in my category (ENFJ), but the ones I recognized seemed to fit pretty well.!

tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php…

Anyway, have a great week- don't forget that you're loved!
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Pseudolonewolf Featured By Owner Sep 23, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Interesting! Thanks for sharing that! I visit TVTropes a lot, but I've never come across that page before!
Looking at examples of my own type, INFJ, I see some that I strongly doubt (Karkat from Homestuck, for example, and Crabbe from Harry Potter; it also mentions Marge Simpson, who I think is a good example of an ISFJ, but doesn't mention Lisa who I'm convinced is an INFJ... and so on!), but others that I'm happy to see on there because I'd always got that feeling from them (my favourite character from Final Fantasy VII (Red XIII) for example).

So yes! Very interesting! Thank you! I think I might also reference that page while creating characters of my own, as I tend to give them Myers-Briggs types and it'll be useful to have characters of the same type to directly reference!
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maldecidor Featured By Owner Sep 10, 2014
Your species of humans and creatures are, simplely fantastic and awesome, sooooo...bah, not complicated me ¡WATCHED¡
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Beloved-Era-Belle Featured By Owner Aug 20, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Hi Pseudo, I find psychology to be interesting. I took the personality test at school and came out INFP 5w4, 9w1, 4w5. I find it interesting that ours are quite similar. Yet, I realize there are big differences. (Sorry, tried making this brief and to the point. I tend to make things long.)
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Pseudolonewolf Featured By Owner Sep 10, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hello! Sorry for taking, uh... almost three weeks to reply!
I'm always happy to meet people interested in these personality type things! Especially those who have types similar to my own. I'd love to hear your thoughts on your own types, and whether learning them has affected the way you see yourself and others in any way, things like that!
Also, I personally really like long messages, since I tend to ramble myself!
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Superlion123 Featured By Owner Jun 27, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
thank you very much for the llama!

hope you have an awesome day!
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Icarus-Skollsun Featured By Owner Jun 26, 2014  Student Digital Artist
Thanks a lot for the fav' ! Kano Shuuya (Happy) [V7]
Your gallery is awesome by the way !!! *v*
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Pseudolonewolf Featured By Owner Jun 26, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you! I've seen a few of your pieces in various OC groups, and I'm always impressed by the super-clean lineart, flowing lines, expertly-chosen colours and expressive faces!
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